Concern

Mood: Frustrated and Concern Abt Someone.
Song listening to : Perpisahan - Anuar Zain.

I've been busying myself with coming up with a theme for the Mychatz Portal. I thought..what the heck. Takder aper nak buat lagipun... tadi test theme tu kat portal. Tak jadik langsung. Frustrated betul la. Kene repair lagik malam ni. Buat theme tu dah 3 hari. Tak masuk online sebab buat offline. Giler la.

Someone that im concern about... he's my friend. He's my bestfriend. I ader problem, I go to him for advice. Lately I've been so pissed off at someone, I've been taking it out on him and he's not too happy about it. He's a really nice guy. Dier baru break up dgn tunang dier and he's been missing her since. More than usual lately. I could see that he's really sad and misses her deeply. Kan best kalau dapat laki macam tu? Bf i? He's nice too tapi he's been sick lately. I kinda sense tht my bf doesnt want me around... so Im just going to cool it for awhile... takyahla tanya pasal bf i...

Back to my friend... dier bgtau dier buat gambar ex gf dier jadi wallpaper. Fuiyoh.. beshnye lahai hidupku kalau mcm tuh. Kenapa perempuan tu tinggalkan dier eh? Bengong... tapi ader org pernah cakap. Kalau kita betul2 sayang someone... let tht person go... if tht person comes back to u....he/she's urs forever. I dgr the ex gf has been sms ing him... tapi dier taknak balas. I suruh balas pun dier taknak. Manala tau nak kapel balik ke kan... erm. Dier tetap kata taknak. Degil jugak laki ni. Ish.

Hati dier kata nakkkk... kelakuan nye kata taknak. Tak macam menipu diri sendiri ke tu? Ya Allah, bukaklah hati kawanku ini. Suhlah dia jawab je pempuan tu... fuh fuh...aminnnn...
Hari hari dier online...cara dia pun tau. Dekat2 tgh mlm mulalah dier buat perangai dier... senyapp jer... jawab pm mcm taknak jawab... tanya okay ke tak... okay je.... adeh.

Dier pernah cakap..takder saper perlu tau aper ur feeling..biar Tuhan je tau. I think tht's wht he's doing... telling it to God jer. Well he isnt telling me about it... i just know tht he misses her so much.

Wished someone would miss me tht much. Ironic sebenarnya... usually Im the one that misses people so I guess I know how he feels...

Sabar jerkla. God has a way of showing us how strong we can be in moments of sadness...